In the seven months I've been living with interior and posterior blepharitis, MGD and dry eye, I've only seen the "itching and burning" sensation get worse every day. It's come to the point where I've lost all desire for anything I used to enjoy.
My life has become living with pain that stays with me 24 hours a day. In my dreams I'm a normal person and when I open my eyes the nightmare begins.
The woman I love is someone I won't even dare say "I love you" to because the only life I can give to her is a life in which I'll be consumed by my pain every moment of the day. There will be pain in every experience we share so now, instead of thinking of us together I picture her holding hands with someone she can do all the things I've always wanted to do with her.
I've gotten some very caring and supportive replies from many of you but nothing can be more helpful to me than hearing someone tell me it is possible for the "itching and burning" to go away.
Can it really happen? If so when does it happen? What do I need to do? Who do I have to see? Life has become a living hell for me and I feel there's no way out of it. I'd like to ask for a buddy, someone who can show me the light, but it will will need to be someone who's been where I am. Is this "itching a burning" something that can go away or does one just learn to live with it as if it were a missing pair of legs?
Where does the itching and burning come from? What needs to happen for it to go away? Is thinking that it will a realistic hope or is it living in fantasy?
My life has become living with pain that stays with me 24 hours a day. In my dreams I'm a normal person and when I open my eyes the nightmare begins.
The woman I love is someone I won't even dare say "I love you" to because the only life I can give to her is a life in which I'll be consumed by my pain every moment of the day. There will be pain in every experience we share so now, instead of thinking of us together I picture her holding hands with someone she can do all the things I've always wanted to do with her.
I've gotten some very caring and supportive replies from many of you but nothing can be more helpful to me than hearing someone tell me it is possible for the "itching and burning" to go away.
Can it really happen? If so when does it happen? What do I need to do? Who do I have to see? Life has become a living hell for me and I feel there's no way out of it. I'd like to ask for a buddy, someone who can show me the light, but it will will need to be someone who's been where I am. Is this "itching a burning" something that can go away or does one just learn to live with it as if it were a missing pair of legs?
Where does the itching and burning come from? What needs to happen for it to go away? Is thinking that it will a realistic hope or is it living in fantasy?
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