i think for me the pain was so sudden and intense that i didnt realize what had happened to me...even months into it
but now that everything has settled down, time has passed, and hours have turned into days into weeks into months into years, im struggling to move on.
im normally a totally rational person, but the irrationality (is that a word) has crept up on me. im only 23, i know im feeling better htan a year ago and still have tons of hope, but how can i live like this everyday when Im used to having everything? Even my 85 year old grandparents function better than me
i have so much support now..from family, friends, etc. but theyre all LIVING. i might as well be dead. suicide is just becoming more and more attractive.
for people that have been through that stage, how can i possibly fight that urge? i was once such a strong person but im failing
but now that everything has settled down, time has passed, and hours have turned into days into weeks into months into years, im struggling to move on.
im normally a totally rational person, but the irrationality (is that a word) has crept up on me. im only 23, i know im feeling better htan a year ago and still have tons of hope, but how can i live like this everyday when Im used to having everything? Even my 85 year old grandparents function better than me
i have so much support now..from family, friends, etc. but theyre all LIVING. i might as well be dead. suicide is just becoming more and more attractive.
for people that have been through that stage, how can i possibly fight that urge? i was once such a strong person but im failing
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