Did God intentionally put me in pain for the rest of my life? I don't get it. Today I went to a fundraiser walk for MS. And somewhere along the way I managed to lose and/or misplace my brand new pair of prescription Wiley x moisture chambers. I had them special made for computer use. I was wearing my sunglasses and I had them in my backpack at some point today. I think at least. I just searched the entire house. No luck. I drove to my office thinking maybe I left them there. Nope. So is that my luck these days. Get LASIK. And I still need f-in glasses. I know don't feel sorry for myself because I now have corneal neuralgia and am basically in pain most of the time. But I am at a friggin CHARITY event and I lose my glasses. Really. And things happen for a reason. So what does that mean? Does that mean God truly does want me to suffer? How cruel is that. And to top it off I woke this morning with a huge stye on my upper right lid. It's so big I can barely see out of it.
Whatever. Bring it on ... I don't think I believe in a God anymore. To cruel. Some say I am being tested. Really? BS.
If I didn't have a wife and children life would be a whole lot simpler right now ...
Oh well. Off to bed to get up and suffer again all over tomorrow.
Rebecca - thanks for this wonderful place to come and vent.
Whatever. Bring it on ... I don't think I believe in a God anymore. To cruel. Some say I am being tested. Really? BS.
If I didn't have a wife and children life would be a whole lot simpler right now ...
Oh well. Off to bed to get up and suffer again all over tomorrow.
Rebecca - thanks for this wonderful place to come and vent.
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