Am I going to be single forever...

[hkgcomet]

I afraid I can't withstand handleing a girlfriend.
A girl saw me near normal at daytime, but I didn't let her know I would change to a "Dry Eye Monster" after 6:00pm

HAHAHAHA

I give up work for a long time, I am going to find one. But I think working would use up 100% of my energy and I would not withstand go out to "play" on sunday...Also I can't go out at night, or wearing sunglass at night and feeling a heavy tired eye.

I had 6 year of dry eye, losing my golden years...

[wetEyes]

I think you would benefit from working on your attitude. Try cognitive therapy or mindfulness-based cognitive therapy.

Also, remember that there are also girls who have serious problems and who would like to date you.