Hi All,
Yesterday I went to the eye doc for a weekly visit and he has decided it is best to close all 4 puncta by cautery. He made this determination after repeating another Schirmer test which I knew would be completely dry 0,0 both eyes. We already did a tear test a month ago, not with Schirmer paper though, I'm not sure what it was to be honest. Anyways, 3 serial tests 0,0 each time. (Those paper strips are EVIL and the next doctor that tries to put one in my eye is going to lose a finger.)
I'm hesitant to have the cautery done for the following two reasons:
1. There is absolutely no moisture in my eyes ... When I lift the upper lid it sticks to my eyeball!! What good will closing all the drains do if I don't have any tears to begin with? Now lets see, if I plug up a sink and never turn the water on I wonder how long I'll be waiting for it to fill up. Hmmmmm ... it just doesn't make any sense.
2. I want to try scleral lenses at some point and I'm afraid that having the cautery done will keep me from having a successful outcome. Has anyone here tried sclerals with 4 puncta closed?
When I first found out how serious my condition was, and how limited my treatment options were, I fell into deep depression. With the help of my counselor and dry eye talk I was able to put my head back on straight. I had a new attitude and a smile on my face. Went from crying all the time to not crying at all ... actually started to look forward to things again.
Unfortunately things have changed quite recently as it seems the few options available have run out. Is this really all there is? Just buy a lifetime supply of Systane and hope for the best? Plug up all my tear drains to keep the imaginary tears on my eyes? I'm back to crying everyday and thinking about how my future doesn't exist anymore. I have to get out of this mindset but I don't know how. I don't care if my eyes are red, I just want to be FUNCTIONAL so I can help provide for my family. How do I make myself strong again? Someone please help me.
Yesterday I went to the eye doc for a weekly visit and he has decided it is best to close all 4 puncta by cautery. He made this determination after repeating another Schirmer test which I knew would be completely dry 0,0 both eyes. We already did a tear test a month ago, not with Schirmer paper though, I'm not sure what it was to be honest. Anyways, 3 serial tests 0,0 each time. (Those paper strips are EVIL and the next doctor that tries to put one in my eye is going to lose a finger.)
I'm hesitant to have the cautery done for the following two reasons:
1. There is absolutely no moisture in my eyes ... When I lift the upper lid it sticks to my eyeball!! What good will closing all the drains do if I don't have any tears to begin with? Now lets see, if I plug up a sink and never turn the water on I wonder how long I'll be waiting for it to fill up. Hmmmmm ... it just doesn't make any sense.
2. I want to try scleral lenses at some point and I'm afraid that having the cautery done will keep me from having a successful outcome. Has anyone here tried sclerals with 4 puncta closed?
When I first found out how serious my condition was, and how limited my treatment options were, I fell into deep depression. With the help of my counselor and dry eye talk I was able to put my head back on straight. I had a new attitude and a smile on my face. Went from crying all the time to not crying at all ... actually started to look forward to things again.
Unfortunately things have changed quite recently as it seems the few options available have run out. Is this really all there is? Just buy a lifetime supply of Systane and hope for the best? Plug up all my tear drains to keep the imaginary tears on my eyes? I'm back to crying everyday and thinking about how my future doesn't exist anymore. I have to get out of this mindset but I don't know how. I don't care if my eyes are red, I just want to be FUNCTIONAL so I can help provide for my family. How do I make myself strong again? Someone please help me.
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