Dear Fellow Sufferers,
I think I have "isolated" why I have LAGOPHTHALMOS condition or how I got it in its current condition:
BackGround:
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I had dry eyes from 2007 and it was in mild/moderate forms and started along with my Sinus problems.
From 2010, I started hearing about eyelid problems like lagophthalmos, incomplete blinking, MGD(meibomian gland inflammation) etc. from the eye doctors
Now the eyelid problems can also lead to dry eyes but their origin are kind of separate or can be from a different source. Here is what I think how I got my eyelid abnormalities:
I think before 2009 or say mid-2010, I did have mild/moderate eyelid problems or else I would have heard of those during my frequent eye doctor( also reputed docs) visits during that time. Also, remember lot of normal people usually have mild/moderate lagophthalmos with out any problem.
So, question is what changed from 2009-2010, which I think is this one :
Event Time lines:
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2007-2009: Dry Eyes were very mild/moderate, I tried some plugs but those fell out; so, gave up and was just managing with lubricating drops. Was having lot of headaches and ENTs were not sure if those are from Sinuses and suggested me to see good eye doctor to figure out if the headaches were from dry eyes.
So, In Nov 2009, I started seeing a new corneal specialist in my area (listed as Best Doctors 2001-2010) who is considered best dry eye expert among his peers in this area. His visit notes from that day says that I had 1.5mm lagophthalmos on that first visit; In Dec 2009, he performed my lower cauteries on both eyes with out trying other options like permanent punctal plugs etc.; and immediately sent me for oculoplastic doctor (incidentally his wife and member of ASOPRS) evaluation for my mild lagophthalmos who decided to hold off eyelid surgery but kept it on radar.
In June 2010, this same corneal specialist noticed some ingrown eyelashes on left eye and suggested removing those immediately. Those eyelashes were not causing me any issues and were just noticed in a routine visit. I was not knowing the exact procedure until after the fact because all he told me that oculoplastic doc (again same oculoplastic doc) will remove those lashes which I thought was harmless and not a big deal. I was taken by surprise when the oculoplastic doc performed electrolysis for ingrown eyelashes on left eye just to take care of couple of those apparently harmless eyelashes! Now when I went to BFS, I met several patients with severe eyelash issues for which they were there for getting sclerals. I was more surprised when I learned from them that none of them underwent eyelash electrolysis; rather all of them regularly get those plucked during eye doc visits. So, I now find electrolysis step was completely unnecessary and extreme procedure for my condition.
Now when I started having all these problems (corneal pitting, abrasions, scarring) recently(last 6 months), this same specialist keeps pushing me towards eyelid surgery (tarsorrhaphy, gold weight implant) only as next step which must be done with same oculoplastic doc and won't listen to me on anything else. He frequently uses these phrases - "your eyes are profoundly dry which I have never seen!" or "your house is on fire!" to push his treatments. No other docs who examines me gave any similar warnings.
I was doubting my thyroid may be causing eyelid issues and have ruled out Thyroid Eye Disease with exhaustive blood tests (including TSI, T3, T4, peroxidase antibodies etc.) with endocrinologist & MRI for extra ocular muscle enlargement with multiple oculoplastic doctors.
I was concerned about eyelid surgery and I wanted to explore other non-surgical options. So, last fall, I enlisted for "Expert Medical Opinion program" where a retired Harvard ophthalmology expert professor reviewed my medical records and provided his findings and opinions on my case. He provided his kind expert findings/opinion & postulated in Dec 2011:
Analysis:
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From both these procedures, my both lower eyelids got "distorted, further retracted and inflammed" as those did not like these mechanical interventions. Left eyelid suffered more as it was treated with electrolysis additionally. And gave rise to severe lagophthalmos (3-3.5mm on left, 2-3 mm on right) at nasal fissure as of today, incomplete blinking, MGD(gland inflammation) and I started hearing about those issues from later part of 2010 from all eye docs.
I concluded this after deep analysis for last several months based on timeline, doctor comments & medical records during those times and especially after getting the Harvard Professor's expert opinion in Dec. I confirmed this theory again by a Realself QA Posting with another reputed oculoplastic doc from LA:
http://www.realself.com/question/low...er_url2#456285
Thanks much for reading my long story!
It is evident how seeking treatments for my mild/moderate dry eye problem, gave birth to new problems - like eyelid abnormalities, deformities or made my problems severe or rather pushed me to the edge!
Now, in Oct 2011 seeking treatment with LipiFlow for MGD gave me a Huge Corneal Scarring because of gross negligence of safety guidelines by the performing doctors.
In hindsight, looks like many of my problems were either created or made more severe by these questionable treatments or procedures. Now, these newer problems or severe conditions call for bigger/complicated surgery which comes with its own problems.
I sincerely repent getting these treatments by just trusting the big doctors in my area for relief rather than much self research/study/knowledge/understanding/thoughts or without connecting with other folks who has experience with these treatments.
So, I hope other DryEye Zone members can probably learn & benefit from my sufferings & experience and be more careful while choosing these procedures & be aware of the worst consequences rather than repenting later. I think one always have to be prepared for the worst case scenarios and ask themselves, if they are ready for the worst case scenarios after deep consideration/thoughts, knowledge and others experiences.
This reminds be about the common idiom - 'Out of the frying pan, into the fire'! If possible we should try best to not to land there.
I think I have "isolated" why I have LAGOPHTHALMOS condition or how I got it in its current condition:
BackGround:
========
I had dry eyes from 2007 and it was in mild/moderate forms and started along with my Sinus problems.
From 2010, I started hearing about eyelid problems like lagophthalmos, incomplete blinking, MGD(meibomian gland inflammation) etc. from the eye doctors
Now the eyelid problems can also lead to dry eyes but their origin are kind of separate or can be from a different source. Here is what I think how I got my eyelid abnormalities:
I think before 2009 or say mid-2010, I did have mild/moderate eyelid problems or else I would have heard of those during my frequent eye doctor( also reputed docs) visits during that time. Also, remember lot of normal people usually have mild/moderate lagophthalmos with out any problem.
So, question is what changed from 2009-2010, which I think is this one :
Event Time lines:
===========
2007-2009: Dry Eyes were very mild/moderate, I tried some plugs but those fell out; so, gave up and was just managing with lubricating drops. Was having lot of headaches and ENTs were not sure if those are from Sinuses and suggested me to see good eye doctor to figure out if the headaches were from dry eyes.
So, In Nov 2009, I started seeing a new corneal specialist in my area (listed as Best Doctors 2001-2010) who is considered best dry eye expert among his peers in this area. His visit notes from that day says that I had 1.5mm lagophthalmos on that first visit; In Dec 2009, he performed my lower cauteries on both eyes with out trying other options like permanent punctal plugs etc.; and immediately sent me for oculoplastic doctor (incidentally his wife and member of ASOPRS) evaluation for my mild lagophthalmos who decided to hold off eyelid surgery but kept it on radar.
In June 2010, this same corneal specialist noticed some ingrown eyelashes on left eye and suggested removing those immediately. Those eyelashes were not causing me any issues and were just noticed in a routine visit. I was not knowing the exact procedure until after the fact because all he told me that oculoplastic doc (again same oculoplastic doc) will remove those lashes which I thought was harmless and not a big deal. I was taken by surprise when the oculoplastic doc performed electrolysis for ingrown eyelashes on left eye just to take care of couple of those apparently harmless eyelashes! Now when I went to BFS, I met several patients with severe eyelash issues for which they were there for getting sclerals. I was more surprised when I learned from them that none of them underwent eyelash electrolysis; rather all of them regularly get those plucked during eye doc visits. So, I now find electrolysis step was completely unnecessary and extreme procedure for my condition.
Now when I started having all these problems (corneal pitting, abrasions, scarring) recently(last 6 months), this same specialist keeps pushing me towards eyelid surgery (tarsorrhaphy, gold weight implant) only as next step which must be done with same oculoplastic doc and won't listen to me on anything else. He frequently uses these phrases - "your eyes are profoundly dry which I have never seen!" or "your house is on fire!" to push his treatments. No other docs who examines me gave any similar warnings.
I was doubting my thyroid may be causing eyelid issues and have ruled out Thyroid Eye Disease with exhaustive blood tests (including TSI, T3, T4, peroxidase antibodies etc.) with endocrinologist & MRI for extra ocular muscle enlargement with multiple oculoplastic doctors.
I was concerned about eyelid surgery and I wanted to explore other non-surgical options. So, last fall, I enlisted for "Expert Medical Opinion program" where a retired Harvard ophthalmology expert professor reviewed my medical records and provided his findings and opinions on my case. He provided his kind expert findings/opinion & postulated in Dec 2011:
Eyelash electrolysis and punctal cautery was wrong move in my case; The combination of rosacea and allergies combine to form an underlying, seething, low-level, chronic state of inflammation. This combination could trigger the meibomian gland inflammation leading to the poor lubrication of the corneas. The same low-grade level of inflammation could account for an extra-strong healing response after the lid and eye lash cautery, leading to lid distortion and retraction—sort of like a gasoline-soaked rag and a spark.
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From both these procedures, my both lower eyelids got "distorted, further retracted and inflammed" as those did not like these mechanical interventions. Left eyelid suffered more as it was treated with electrolysis additionally. And gave rise to severe lagophthalmos (3-3.5mm on left, 2-3 mm on right) at nasal fissure as of today, incomplete blinking, MGD(gland inflammation) and I started hearing about those issues from later part of 2010 from all eye docs.
I concluded this after deep analysis for last several months based on timeline, doctor comments & medical records during those times and especially after getting the Harvard Professor's expert opinion in Dec. I confirmed this theory again by a Realself QA Posting with another reputed oculoplastic doc from LA:
http://www.realself.com/question/low...er_url2#456285
Thanks much for reading my long story!
It is evident how seeking treatments for my mild/moderate dry eye problem, gave birth to new problems - like eyelid abnormalities, deformities or made my problems severe or rather pushed me to the edge!
Now, in Oct 2011 seeking treatment with LipiFlow for MGD gave me a Huge Corneal Scarring because of gross negligence of safety guidelines by the performing doctors.
In hindsight, looks like many of my problems were either created or made more severe by these questionable treatments or procedures. Now, these newer problems or severe conditions call for bigger/complicated surgery which comes with its own problems.
I sincerely repent getting these treatments by just trusting the big doctors in my area for relief rather than much self research/study/knowledge/understanding/thoughts or without connecting with other folks who has experience with these treatments.
So, I hope other DryEye Zone members can probably learn & benefit from my sufferings & experience and be more careful while choosing these procedures & be aware of the worst consequences rather than repenting later. I think one always have to be prepared for the worst case scenarios and ask themselves, if they are ready for the worst case scenarios after deep consideration/thoughts, knowledge and others experiences.
This reminds be about the common idiom - 'Out of the frying pan, into the fire'! If possible we should try best to not to land there.
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