I'm 25 and first started getting dry eye about 3 years ago, when I stopped being able to wear the contact lenses that I had worn since I was 13. (It's interesting, because my mum had told me that SHE had stopped being able to wear contact lenses after wearing them for about ten years, but it's only now that I realise that perhaps her eyes were dry too and there might be a genetic component.) Anyway, at first it was just that I couldn't wear contact lenses, which was annoying but I had no idea how much worse it was going to get! About two years ago I had a few episodes where I just had really strong eye pain, all day (this has continued to happen occasionally), and it was so scary I ended up going to A&E at Moorfields (I live in London). That's when they told me that I had dry eyes, "caused by Blepharitis". I then ended up going to a ophthalmologist for ongoing care, who said that she couldn't see any blepharitis (first in long line of doctors telling me different things!) but she told me to take Omega 3s. I did that for a while and found it helpful - it seemed to clear up. The next time it really caused me trouble was when I started trying to learn to drive, and I just had to stop as my eyes got so painful and in fact the very act of spending an hour driving seemed to cause me to relapse and for my eyes to start really troubling me. I stopped learning to drive! Next thing I got a job, working all day 8 hours in front of a computer... and now my eyes are driving me crazy. For the past few months I've had pain consantly pretty much every day (apart from when I have been on vacation) and I am trying to limit my screen time as much as possible. Even reading/writing on paper seems to be causing me trouble, and I am getting really depressed because not being able to work, read or drive without pain doesn't seem a sustainable situation.
At the moment I am putting in eye drops every 20 - 30 mins. I started using the mist with liposomes, which seemed helpful, but it cost $20 and I had used the entire bottle within 2 days!! In the UK a lot of the drops you guys talk about don't seem available but I have been using Blink eyedrops which have a preservative in them which apparently dissolves in the eye. I have also began to use a hot compress twice a day and doing lid hygiene with Q-tips - and still taking the Omega3s. Nothing seems to helping yet. I have another appt with an ophthalmologist in a couple of weeks, but this is somebody I have seen before and he wasn't that helpful - seemed to look at my eyelids, and told me I had allergies and should use an allergy eye-drop? But then I discovered it had benzalkonium chloride in it, so didn't use it. Maybe it would have helped... To be honest I am not that trusting of doctors any more - have been told a lot of different and sometimes contradictory things and would really love to have some clear answers. Next time I go am going to try and see if he can tell me whether it is the tears themselves that are my problem, or the oily layer (or both!) Also have a dry mouth, but I had the blood test for Sjogrens and it came out clear, however I know you can have it even with normal bloodwork. So... confused. And a little despairing.
I think I really need to get myself a pair of those moisture glasses that I've read about here, for use with computers, but not sure how to get in the UK. Also really intrigued by the idea of the scleral lens, but I have terrible eyesight (minus 7.5/8) so not sure if suitable for me. I think I am going to ask the doctor when I see him about plugs (assuming that there is at least some aqueous component to what is going on), and also try taking Vitamin A. Am trying to stay hopeful, but I can see this is going to be a long road, and it's particularly depressing to realise that things have only gotten worse for me these past two years -am really inspired by the stories I have seen on here about people who have managed to come out the other side.
At the moment I am putting in eye drops every 20 - 30 mins. I started using the mist with liposomes, which seemed helpful, but it cost $20 and I had used the entire bottle within 2 days!! In the UK a lot of the drops you guys talk about don't seem available but I have been using Blink eyedrops which have a preservative in them which apparently dissolves in the eye. I have also began to use a hot compress twice a day and doing lid hygiene with Q-tips - and still taking the Omega3s. Nothing seems to helping yet. I have another appt with an ophthalmologist in a couple of weeks, but this is somebody I have seen before and he wasn't that helpful - seemed to look at my eyelids, and told me I had allergies and should use an allergy eye-drop? But then I discovered it had benzalkonium chloride in it, so didn't use it. Maybe it would have helped... To be honest I am not that trusting of doctors any more - have been told a lot of different and sometimes contradictory things and would really love to have some clear answers. Next time I go am going to try and see if he can tell me whether it is the tears themselves that are my problem, or the oily layer (or both!) Also have a dry mouth, but I had the blood test for Sjogrens and it came out clear, however I know you can have it even with normal bloodwork. So... confused. And a little despairing.
I think I really need to get myself a pair of those moisture glasses that I've read about here, for use with computers, but not sure how to get in the UK. Also really intrigued by the idea of the scleral lens, but I have terrible eyesight (minus 7.5/8) so not sure if suitable for me. I think I am going to ask the doctor when I see him about plugs (assuming that there is at least some aqueous component to what is going on), and also try taking Vitamin A. Am trying to stay hopeful, but I can see this is going to be a long road, and it's particularly depressing to realise that things have only gotten worse for me these past two years -am really inspired by the stories I have seen on here about people who have managed to come out the other side.
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