Hello! I have been struggling with bad dry eye symptoms for the last year and a half or so. Back when this all started, I did some research online and found this forum and have been coming back to this site again and again for advice and help. I just became a member though and this is my first time posting. I have definitely been struggling/quite miserable over this and any help would be so greatly appreciated! I'll try not to make this too long, but figured I'd write what's going on and see if any of you have any advice.
For the last year and a half, I have been dealing with incredibly sore, red, and bloodshot eyes, especially my right eye. Up until then, I was always told that my eyes were beautiful and clear and never had any problems like this. I went to my optometrist when this started and he didn't seem to know what was wrong, so I waited a couple months to see if it would get better and then went to an ophthalmologist to get a second opinion. He also didn't seem to think there was much of an issue and felt that my problem was more of a cosmetic issue than anything. Anyway, after no relief, I finally found a doctor a couple months ago who saw me and and confirmed that I have MGD. She did a mebiography and said that I have some atrophied glands, but she is hopeful that with hot compresses, omegas, and lid cleansing, I might be able to get the other glands functioning again and hopefully find some relief.
At first, I felt somewhat hopeful. I bought a goggle/type beaded mask and have been doing warm wet compresses every day and at first those really seemed to help, even just for a little while. My eyes would become blurry, but they would actually feel good, even if it was just for an hour or so and they looked so much clearer than they had in such a long time. I also started using a lid cleansing oil that my doctor recommended and make sure to use a q-tip and wash my lids each night before bed. I started omega supplements (cold pressed flax-seed oil) and occasionally use refresh advanced or omega preservative free eye drops, although I don't use them every day as they really don't seem to help much. I have never once used visine or any type of vasoconstrictor eye drop and am so careful about using contacts etc. I haven't even been hardly wearing contacts this last year because of how miserable I've been over my eyes.
Anyway, do any of you have any advice? Do I just need to be patient with the hot compresses and other treatment? The blood vessels, especially in my right eye, are so pronounced and thick and obvious and everyone is always commenting and noticing them. I'm only 24 and hate to think that I will have to deal with this the rest of my life. And the worst part is that it just seems to be getting worse. When I first wake up in the morning, my eyes are still red, but much, much, much less red than they are within 20 minutes and that's the one time of day that they are tolerable. I would be so happy if I could just keep my eyes like that! The fact that they can feel and look okay first thing in the morning or occasionally right after a warm compress (at least for 30 minutes or so following) is the only thing that gives me a little hope and makes me feel like this might be something that can get better. I just am so upset about it. I love doing things outdoors, backpacking, running, skiing etc. and can't hardly tolerate contacts anymore or even being outside in the cold air in glasses. I work at an office during the week and have been miserable on the computer. I'm just newly married and am seriously struggling with self-esteem issues now that my eyes are so red and horrible looking and I'm wearing glasses all the time. I'm so discouraged and just wish there was something I could do to help this. My doctor did mention lipiflow at my last appointment last week and I'm willing to try that. I can't imagine spending that much money on something like that and I don't know when I'll be able to do it, but at this point, am pretty much willing to give anything a chance. It just seems like there aren't too many hopeful stories on this site and I'd love some encouragement and advice if possible.
Thanks in advance!
For the last year and a half, I have been dealing with incredibly sore, red, and bloodshot eyes, especially my right eye. Up until then, I was always told that my eyes were beautiful and clear and never had any problems like this. I went to my optometrist when this started and he didn't seem to know what was wrong, so I waited a couple months to see if it would get better and then went to an ophthalmologist to get a second opinion. He also didn't seem to think there was much of an issue and felt that my problem was more of a cosmetic issue than anything. Anyway, after no relief, I finally found a doctor a couple months ago who saw me and and confirmed that I have MGD. She did a mebiography and said that I have some atrophied glands, but she is hopeful that with hot compresses, omegas, and lid cleansing, I might be able to get the other glands functioning again and hopefully find some relief.
At first, I felt somewhat hopeful. I bought a goggle/type beaded mask and have been doing warm wet compresses every day and at first those really seemed to help, even just for a little while. My eyes would become blurry, but they would actually feel good, even if it was just for an hour or so and they looked so much clearer than they had in such a long time. I also started using a lid cleansing oil that my doctor recommended and make sure to use a q-tip and wash my lids each night before bed. I started omega supplements (cold pressed flax-seed oil) and occasionally use refresh advanced or omega preservative free eye drops, although I don't use them every day as they really don't seem to help much. I have never once used visine or any type of vasoconstrictor eye drop and am so careful about using contacts etc. I haven't even been hardly wearing contacts this last year because of how miserable I've been over my eyes.
Anyway, do any of you have any advice? Do I just need to be patient with the hot compresses and other treatment? The blood vessels, especially in my right eye, are so pronounced and thick and obvious and everyone is always commenting and noticing them. I'm only 24 and hate to think that I will have to deal with this the rest of my life. And the worst part is that it just seems to be getting worse. When I first wake up in the morning, my eyes are still red, but much, much, much less red than they are within 20 minutes and that's the one time of day that they are tolerable. I would be so happy if I could just keep my eyes like that! The fact that they can feel and look okay first thing in the morning or occasionally right after a warm compress (at least for 30 minutes or so following) is the only thing that gives me a little hope and makes me feel like this might be something that can get better. I just am so upset about it. I love doing things outdoors, backpacking, running, skiing etc. and can't hardly tolerate contacts anymore or even being outside in the cold air in glasses. I work at an office during the week and have been miserable on the computer. I'm just newly married and am seriously struggling with self-esteem issues now that my eyes are so red and horrible looking and I'm wearing glasses all the time. I'm so discouraged and just wish there was something I could do to help this. My doctor did mention lipiflow at my last appointment last week and I'm willing to try that. I can't imagine spending that much money on something like that and I don't know when I'll be able to do it, but at this point, am pretty much willing to give anything a chance. It just seems like there aren't too many hopeful stories on this site and I'd love some encouragement and advice if possible.
Thanks in advance!
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