It just doesn't get better.....It's a bit of a long story so I'll start with a summary of my basic issue. I would be so grateful for any help with this - and apologise because I'm sure info is already on this site, but my eye is now so painful it hurts to keep it open for long. It's been a nightmare trying to use my eyes for anything including internet. Just to add I saw Rebecca has posted DEWS II - which I hope to be able to go through at some point. But right now it hurts just keeping my bad eye open. I need something brief to show my GP - they wont' have time for anything long.
Longer story below in case anyone wants more background. It's far too long....I'm sorry...I'm trying to type fast because of the pain in using my eyes....
So in short: I need to something short that NHS would recognise explaining why important to use eye lubricants/eyedrops when you have corneal inflammation, keratitis, corneal abrasions (repeated, multiple, possible RCE). GP won't have time to read anything longer (unsure if they have read through properly the clinic report from my private specialist). GP seems to think of it all as "just dry eyes".
GP doesn't seem to know anything about corneal inflammation or scarring. Which is fine but they also don't seem willing to believe the report from my corneal specialist. Saw him privately but he does work for the NHS as well albeit a different area from where I live. Last time I saw GP they tried to suggest it was mental health. They think it's just "dry eyes" and me asking for eyedrops, night ointments, ikervis, etc is because I am "fixated" with my eyes. They're ignoring the specialist who wrote it was essential to control my inflammation and lubricate my eyes. Not sure if they think he's lying....They said I would be better off with a psychological assessment than ongoing use of eyedrops. It's almost as if they're trying to drive me mad....My own GP has been quite nice but the head GP has told me before there "is not such thing as dry eye disease" so he clearly thinks it is "just dry eyes" and nothing serious. They don't seem to understand I'm at risk of corneal scarring if the damage isn't halted.
I saw consultant privately, and more recently went to NHS eye casaulty unit. I have punctuate (not sure I've spelt that correctly) keratitis, corneal inflammation that keeps flaring up and repeated corneal abrasions. MGD - clearly not getting under control. Ikervis seems to have helped (touch wood) the other eye but the worse eye just getting worse.
I have very little money as I can't work whilst things are so bad (right now I'm typing this with the bad eye closed as it hurts too much). I'm struggling with bills and certainly can't afford to buy all my eye stuff privately. I'm lucky family are paying for another private consulation so I'm trying to arrange another appt. with corneal specialist. Their availability isn't great so it's possibly better I see a different (also private) consultant. I've found a different one with good availability but I'm not sure. I'd rather be seen by the same person for continuity and also because he wants to compare my test results (inc meibography) from last time with my new appt. He's not free for ages though....feeling desperate as suspect GP will continue to be difficult until they have another clinic report.
My local NHS opthalmology is pretty bad. The emergency unit thinks ikervis is an "unusual" treatment. Didn't want to give me steroids to control a bad inflammation flare-up because of that. Apparently they might "mix badly" with the ikervis. This is despite me telling them I had been prescribed the two together when I first started the ikervis. Also that it has been licenced by NICE since 2015 and Moorfields use it. They tried to give me instead pupil dilatory drops. Didn't know what to say when I asked about those "mixing" with the ikveris. I didn't take them because they told me it was just for painkilling relief. I was more concerned with getting the inflammation under control to prevent further damage - especially corneal scarring.
I was told at the emergency appt I'd be seen by the corneal specialist in a few weeks. This was confirmed when I called a few weeks later having not heard anything. Was told that clinic wasn't busy. Then got letter with appt for 4 months time. With the same consultant I'd seen privately. I saw him before I saw my current private one. He was dreadful. Dismissed my symptoms, didn't do proper tests including TBUT, and told me my MGD was under control
This post is too long! I guess I'm sort of partly venting to myself.
Longer story below in case anyone wants more background. It's far too long....I'm sorry...I'm trying to type fast because of the pain in using my eyes....
So in short: I need to something short that NHS would recognise explaining why important to use eye lubricants/eyedrops when you have corneal inflammation, keratitis, corneal abrasions (repeated, multiple, possible RCE). GP won't have time to read anything longer (unsure if they have read through properly the clinic report from my private specialist). GP seems to think of it all as "just dry eyes".
GP doesn't seem to know anything about corneal inflammation or scarring. Which is fine but they also don't seem willing to believe the report from my corneal specialist. Saw him privately but he does work for the NHS as well albeit a different area from where I live. Last time I saw GP they tried to suggest it was mental health. They think it's just "dry eyes" and me asking for eyedrops, night ointments, ikervis, etc is because I am "fixated" with my eyes. They're ignoring the specialist who wrote it was essential to control my inflammation and lubricate my eyes. Not sure if they think he's lying....They said I would be better off with a psychological assessment than ongoing use of eyedrops. It's almost as if they're trying to drive me mad....My own GP has been quite nice but the head GP has told me before there "is not such thing as dry eye disease" so he clearly thinks it is "just dry eyes" and nothing serious. They don't seem to understand I'm at risk of corneal scarring if the damage isn't halted.
I saw consultant privately, and more recently went to NHS eye casaulty unit. I have punctuate (not sure I've spelt that correctly) keratitis, corneal inflammation that keeps flaring up and repeated corneal abrasions. MGD - clearly not getting under control. Ikervis seems to have helped (touch wood) the other eye but the worse eye just getting worse.
I have very little money as I can't work whilst things are so bad (right now I'm typing this with the bad eye closed as it hurts too much). I'm struggling with bills and certainly can't afford to buy all my eye stuff privately. I'm lucky family are paying for another private consulation so I'm trying to arrange another appt. with corneal specialist. Their availability isn't great so it's possibly better I see a different (also private) consultant. I've found a different one with good availability but I'm not sure. I'd rather be seen by the same person for continuity and also because he wants to compare my test results (inc meibography) from last time with my new appt. He's not free for ages though....feeling desperate as suspect GP will continue to be difficult until they have another clinic report.
My local NHS opthalmology is pretty bad. The emergency unit thinks ikervis is an "unusual" treatment. Didn't want to give me steroids to control a bad inflammation flare-up because of that. Apparently they might "mix badly" with the ikervis. This is despite me telling them I had been prescribed the two together when I first started the ikervis. Also that it has been licenced by NICE since 2015 and Moorfields use it. They tried to give me instead pupil dilatory drops. Didn't know what to say when I asked about those "mixing" with the ikveris. I didn't take them because they told me it was just for painkilling relief. I was more concerned with getting the inflammation under control to prevent further damage - especially corneal scarring.
I was told at the emergency appt I'd be seen by the corneal specialist in a few weeks. This was confirmed when I called a few weeks later having not heard anything. Was told that clinic wasn't busy. Then got letter with appt for 4 months time. With the same consultant I'd seen privately. I saw him before I saw my current private one. He was dreadful. Dismissed my symptoms, didn't do proper tests including TBUT, and told me my MGD was under control
This post is too long! I guess I'm sort of partly venting to myself.
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