Since stopping all drops over two months ago (on the advice of my ophthalmologist), I haven't seen any improvement in my symptoms or level of pain (nor have I worsened, to be fair). Eyes 'seem healthy' with no corneal staining - nothing to really explain how bad my symptoms are. I do have MGD but it's mostly described as 'mild'. (Perhaps it's 'non-obvious'?)
He now says the only thing he can offer me is pain relief - probably Gabapentin - and I have an appointment at the hospital next Tuesday to discuss this with another ophth who apparently has more expertise in this area.
However, this is a very big step to take, and I'm still not convinced it's the right one - Gabapentin does not come without side effects, even if it works.
Today I was at my optometrist for a check up. He's not convinced about the Gabapentin either. He thinks the type of pain I experience is in line with chronic friction from dry, inflamed lids & lid margins - and that this would also explain the follicles under my top eyelids (which he doesn't think were caused by the contact lenses I used to wear - in direct contradiction of the ophthalmologist). In fact, my optometrist is suggesting that using a soft 'bandage' lens might actually improve my pain by reducing the friction on the lids.
So: where do I go from here? I'm very torn, and getting very anxious about the situation. I have been reading about long-term contact lens wear causing MG atrophy/dropout and am also getting my knickers in a twist about this, so to speak
I know there aren't going to be any easy answers. I've been dealing with this for nearly two years and it isn't getting any better. Just desperate for some relief - but very scared of doing the wrong thing.
He now says the only thing he can offer me is pain relief - probably Gabapentin - and I have an appointment at the hospital next Tuesday to discuss this with another ophth who apparently has more expertise in this area.
However, this is a very big step to take, and I'm still not convinced it's the right one - Gabapentin does not come without side effects, even if it works.
Today I was at my optometrist for a check up. He's not convinced about the Gabapentin either. He thinks the type of pain I experience is in line with chronic friction from dry, inflamed lids & lid margins - and that this would also explain the follicles under my top eyelids (which he doesn't think were caused by the contact lenses I used to wear - in direct contradiction of the ophthalmologist). In fact, my optometrist is suggesting that using a soft 'bandage' lens might actually improve my pain by reducing the friction on the lids.
So: where do I go from here? I'm very torn, and getting very anxious about the situation. I have been reading about long-term contact lens wear causing MG atrophy/dropout and am also getting my knickers in a twist about this, so to speak
I know there aren't going to be any easy answers. I've been dealing with this for nearly two years and it isn't getting any better. Just desperate for some relief - but very scared of doing the wrong thing.
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