Hi everyone,
I’m starting to really struggle with all this. I’m 28 years old and I guess I have had slight problems with dry eyes for a few years.
I first really noticed it a couple of years back when I got my first office job, I would come home and my eyes would be burning and red. I only stayed at the job for a month and after that everything went back to normal and I didn’t think about it.
July last year I started my second office job. My eyes began to get sore again, but would always be ok again after sleeping. Things started to get a bit worse and I started using drops more often and using a warm compress when I got home. I also stopped watching the tv and using my phone after work and this seemed to help, I was still uncomfortable a lot of the time though.
I then started to feel uncomfortable at the weekends as well. Where as before this never happend.
I would say things were bad for about a month before I quit my job, once I was in pain more than I wasn’t, I quickly realised something wasn’t right.
I pushed myself to stay in the job longer than I should have as I was trying to save up to go travelling in Asia and felt pressure from my mum and boyfriend to not leave before I have another job.
Well now I have no job, travelling feels a million miles away, plus I’m spending all my money on trying to fix this problem and my boyfriend wants to stop seeing each other for a while because he can’t cope with how I am at the moment.
I just feel so lost and it all feels very unfair, I know that sounds very self absorbed.
I went to see a dry eye doctor who told me I had MGD and I three weeks ago had lipiflow done. However I think I may be aqueous deficit as well, and I hear this is harder to treat. I feel like the lipiflow isn’t going to work if this is the case.
I don’t know. Sorry this is long, I just needed to rant I guess.
I feel so tired of being in pain and not feeling like it’s ever going to stop and crying every time I see how red and horrible my eyes now are. I just need a bit of hope.
I’m starting to really struggle with all this. I’m 28 years old and I guess I have had slight problems with dry eyes for a few years.
I first really noticed it a couple of years back when I got my first office job, I would come home and my eyes would be burning and red. I only stayed at the job for a month and after that everything went back to normal and I didn’t think about it.
July last year I started my second office job. My eyes began to get sore again, but would always be ok again after sleeping. Things started to get a bit worse and I started using drops more often and using a warm compress when I got home. I also stopped watching the tv and using my phone after work and this seemed to help, I was still uncomfortable a lot of the time though.
I then started to feel uncomfortable at the weekends as well. Where as before this never happend.
I would say things were bad for about a month before I quit my job, once I was in pain more than I wasn’t, I quickly realised something wasn’t right.
I pushed myself to stay in the job longer than I should have as I was trying to save up to go travelling in Asia and felt pressure from my mum and boyfriend to not leave before I have another job.
Well now I have no job, travelling feels a million miles away, plus I’m spending all my money on trying to fix this problem and my boyfriend wants to stop seeing each other for a while because he can’t cope with how I am at the moment.
I just feel so lost and it all feels very unfair, I know that sounds very self absorbed.
I went to see a dry eye doctor who told me I had MGD and I three weeks ago had lipiflow done. However I think I may be aqueous deficit as well, and I hear this is harder to treat. I feel like the lipiflow isn’t going to work if this is the case.
I don’t know. Sorry this is long, I just needed to rant I guess.
I feel so tired of being in pain and not feeling like it’s ever going to stop and crying every time I see how red and horrible my eyes now are. I just need a bit of hope.
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