Feeling the need to rant. I'm fed up of spending alot of money on things I don't know if they will Work, my eyes are getting more blood shot because I've had no relief in 4 years and im getting nervous that I might not be able to achieve that. My tbut has went backwards i think due to allergyour bumps (? ) im not sure it was fairly stable last time when I got told my allergy bumps are back. I'm just tired of dealing with this disease, the amount of tears ive shed going through this. Got it at 17, when I started my course in graphic design. Granted i have barely any symptoms not sure why as my tbut is 4 seconds. They do itch despite allergy drops and using everything I can to tackle this. I'm just fed up dealing with this on a daily basis, I kmow if i give up my eyes will be even drier! I'm just nervous as i wanted to go to uni, but having blood shot uncomfortable eyes and well... not sure about pursuing my profession. i feel like i screwed myself over, I've been trying to get relief and nothing. I'm trying IPL along with warm compress allergy drops hypotonic drops and ive ordered optimel. I'm struggling to stay positive most days some days I wake up positive that I can get past this and my eyes will get better other days it seems gloomy. I sleep alot to avoid this. I personally wish no one had to deal with this. Seems like years before people get relief thats if it happens?
just feeling so conflicted and I hate this disease so much its taken alot from me! And im doing everything I can and majority of things haven't worked. I dont know how much more hope I've got as some more things for mgd will take years. I just don't want to be battling this forever with already pre-existing mental health problems.
IPL is my last option as my eyes arent bad enough for those special lenses nor inflammation due to what I'm told despite asking for inflammadry test. I just sorta hope that IPL will help me.
just feeling so conflicted and I hate this disease so much its taken alot from me! And im doing everything I can and majority of things haven't worked. I dont know how much more hope I've got as some more things for mgd will take years. I just don't want to be battling this forever with already pre-existing mental health problems.
IPL is my last option as my eyes arent bad enough for those special lenses nor inflammation due to what I'm told despite asking for inflammadry test. I just sorta hope that IPL will help me.
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