So after a really miserable few months which have basically sucked all the enjoyment out of my life I'm left considering my options...
I have seen six different NHS opthamologists and one private in the last few months. I'm not sure what has suddenly caused a flare up in this condition that was fairly mild (more of an inconvenience than life-changing) up until February this year but on my last visit to the eye clinic 4 days ago the consultant actually stated that the MGD is very severe. He showed a family member who came with me how the MG's look when he pressed them (obviously I couldn't see the screen myself) and it was described as a yellow glue like substance. I also have AD. At present I am on Doxycycline 100mg once a day (have been for 5 weeks), I take flaxseed oil and fish oil daily. I have a problem with warm compresses as I have ocular rosacea (red eyelids) and they seem to aggravate my eyelids. The consultant said if it's really an issue I should try a facial steamer then lid massage. I said that this will cause a flare of the rosacea on my face and he said yes but you may only be red for an hour or two after, he didn't seem to think this was a problem even though a flare is painful and my MGD is caused by rosacea (well I assume it is) and if the rosacea gets worse wouldn't the MGD? (who knows I guess). Anyway he wanted me to try cyclosporine again, I stopped it as it made my eyes more sore but he said that would go after a month or so, I'm still hesitant. He said no to Aztyer (I kept asking) as he hasn't seen enough evidence that it will help. As understanding and personable as he was he said I need to find an eye drop I get on with as then I can just drop every couple of hours and go about my day as normal, wow wouldn't that be nice. Sadly I'm in pain everyday no matter what drops I use, this has taken over my life and wakes me at night so I get no respite. My work is suffering as I keep taking time off. I have insomnia anyway but it's got worse because of worry over my eyes as well as the pain keeping me awake. I have no social life now, I used to love going to the cinema, for dinner, shopping but can't do any of those things now.
So.....although it is eating into our savings I've booked an appointment for a Lipiflow consultation. I have changed my mind about 10 times as to whether I should go ahead with it or not. If it could provide me with 9 months of relief then I wouldn't have thought twice but reading reviews from others on this forum it seems that it is a bit hit and miss, i.e it helps for a few weeks, a few months, no difference and for one person actually caused damage. There are of course a couple of people who have joined the forum, said it's amazing and where they had it done and never posted again, I choose to ignore those ones as I am naturally skeptical! I fully expect to go to the consultation and they will say I am a perfect candidate as they will be wanting to recoup the money paid out to get the equipment into their clinic. I told the receptionist I have punctal plugs and rosacea to check if that is a problem and she said they will go through all that in the assessment. Well I don't want to pay for the consultation only to be told I am not suitable for the treatment because of something I could have told them about before they examine me.
I guess my thinking is that if I have the treatment, carry on on the doxy and keep improving my diet then I'm doing all I can to help myself. If i don't then I will be left wondering. If anyone who has had the treatment could comment on whether they felt it was worth it I would be really grateful.
I have seen six different NHS opthamologists and one private in the last few months. I'm not sure what has suddenly caused a flare up in this condition that was fairly mild (more of an inconvenience than life-changing) up until February this year but on my last visit to the eye clinic 4 days ago the consultant actually stated that the MGD is very severe. He showed a family member who came with me how the MG's look when he pressed them (obviously I couldn't see the screen myself) and it was described as a yellow glue like substance. I also have AD. At present I am on Doxycycline 100mg once a day (have been for 5 weeks), I take flaxseed oil and fish oil daily. I have a problem with warm compresses as I have ocular rosacea (red eyelids) and they seem to aggravate my eyelids. The consultant said if it's really an issue I should try a facial steamer then lid massage. I said that this will cause a flare of the rosacea on my face and he said yes but you may only be red for an hour or two after, he didn't seem to think this was a problem even though a flare is painful and my MGD is caused by rosacea (well I assume it is) and if the rosacea gets worse wouldn't the MGD? (who knows I guess). Anyway he wanted me to try cyclosporine again, I stopped it as it made my eyes more sore but he said that would go after a month or so, I'm still hesitant. He said no to Aztyer (I kept asking) as he hasn't seen enough evidence that it will help. As understanding and personable as he was he said I need to find an eye drop I get on with as then I can just drop every couple of hours and go about my day as normal, wow wouldn't that be nice. Sadly I'm in pain everyday no matter what drops I use, this has taken over my life and wakes me at night so I get no respite. My work is suffering as I keep taking time off. I have insomnia anyway but it's got worse because of worry over my eyes as well as the pain keeping me awake. I have no social life now, I used to love going to the cinema, for dinner, shopping but can't do any of those things now.
So.....although it is eating into our savings I've booked an appointment for a Lipiflow consultation. I have changed my mind about 10 times as to whether I should go ahead with it or not. If it could provide me with 9 months of relief then I wouldn't have thought twice but reading reviews from others on this forum it seems that it is a bit hit and miss, i.e it helps for a few weeks, a few months, no difference and for one person actually caused damage. There are of course a couple of people who have joined the forum, said it's amazing and where they had it done and never posted again, I choose to ignore those ones as I am naturally skeptical! I fully expect to go to the consultation and they will say I am a perfect candidate as they will be wanting to recoup the money paid out to get the equipment into their clinic. I told the receptionist I have punctal plugs and rosacea to check if that is a problem and she said they will go through all that in the assessment. Well I don't want to pay for the consultation only to be told I am not suitable for the treatment because of something I could have told them about before they examine me.
I guess my thinking is that if I have the treatment, carry on on the doxy and keep improving my diet then I'm doing all I can to help myself. If i don't then I will be left wondering. If anyone who has had the treatment could comment on whether they felt it was worth it I would be really grateful.
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